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my job is sucking out all the energy i have. i loath coming here. there's no clear direction and i feel pulled in so many directions that i'm about ready to break. i want to leave. it takes everything i have to drive to work and even more to stay for the next 8 hours. I've almost walked out so many times, something i know i can't do. i need to stay here until i find different employment, but i can't seem to find anything. argh. please keep me in your prayers. i'm feeling so drained and frustrated at this situation. i feel like i made such a horrible decision taking this position. please pray for me and if you know of any job, i welcome any suggestions.