questions

when do you know when the end comes to something? what if it doesn't feel or look like the end? what if you don't want to give it up? how do you discern what GODs will is for your life? how can you discern what are your wants and what are GOD's? i search but find no answers. all is quiet. the harder i hold on, i have to ask myself why. as easy as it this comes, why is there so much confusion. blessings abound , yet so does confusion, fear and darkness. where do i search for the answers and how long do you wait for other searchers?