sneaky

i think it's interesting how sneaky we can be with our sin lives. i push boundaries. i'm not taking hold of the things i use to, but i've gotten really good at using the right words in searches or perusing sites that although are predominantly safe, may have something i want...in other words, i'm getting really good at getting a quick fix without anyone knowing. but i know. and it's killing a bit more of me each time. i love and hate the internet all at the same time. i hate how sneaky i can be.

GOD used noel, as usual, to shed His light upon my sin. lately i've been pushing my sin boundary more and more and it has to stop. so i'm asking for prayers. i downloaded x3watch from http://www.xxxchurch.com. (which is free is your interested). it will send up to 2 people a list of questionable sites i've been visiting every 2 weeks. they're going to steve. i figure, if anyone needs to know what i'm doing, it's him. and for anyone out there stuggling with anything, i recommend listing to noels latest podcast disqualified and this message from steve bush.