mental

i feel crazed. it's the first day back from a 3 day conference and i have so much to do, yet i can't concentrate. the lack of sleep has caught up to me, the stress has created 2 of the biggest canker sores i think i've ever had and of course they have to be pretty much on top of one another...and to top it all off my folks are coming down tomorrow. steve and i just keep thinking about the honeymoon...is that wrong? i mean the wedding will be cool and i can't wait...but to lie in warmth and hear nature with a mai thai in my hand...and no work to interfere with my sleep...or train derailments....or plans....just silence and romance and sand...but hopefully not sand with the romance...that would suck.