today

this morning was rough, as you could have probably told through the morning post, yet after i started my day, it went surprisingly well. i was and still am exhausted, yet i'm functioning. today i got my tire fixed, cleaned steves bathroom, cleaned the bedroom, did a load of laundry, took the trash out, went to meijer, scanned in all the pictures sparrow took of Jorai, took out and smelled all of Jorai's clothes from the hospital and hung a mirror in Jorai's room. ohh...and i took a shower.

i broke down this morning and a bit this afternoon while talking with a friend on the phone, but i felt strong this afternoon. i have a feeling people were praying hard for me
after this mornings post. i do appreciate it. thank y'all so much. every one has been so kind, y'all have really taught us to be better people. to support and love one another unconditionally. i want to be a better person for Jorai.

i don't know who i've told and if i've even talked about this already...i apologize if i have...but i lost 3 of my 5 work days due to michigan cuts. on july 1st, i start my new hours. a whopping 16 hours a week. but it's actually a really cool thing. i mean the loss of money kinda sucks, but steve and i don't need it to live on and i can do something i really want to do. i just have to find what i want to do.

i don't need cash...although it would be nice...i just want to help people. this is an opportunity i don't want to mess up or let slip by. maybe i can work for the lansing area AIDS network or an advocacy group...i want to do something with meaning. something that really helps. i want to use this time to reach people and get into the mission field rather than the money field. any suggestions?

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