i'm trying to balance the excitement of getting pregnant with the unknown that God will throw our way. i'm trying to balance all of God's blessings and all of His teachings. i want to look at the day with excitement, but some days i wonder what He'll need me to go through next.
what if my excitement to become pregnant only ends in us not being able to conceive or worse, going through another loss like Jorai?
how do i keep myself level? how do i look at the day with hope and not apprehension? today was good...but right now i feel our loss. i miss our girl. it doesn't help that gracie by ben folds just came through the speakers. ouch.
if you find the answers i seek, send 'em my way.
what if my excitement to become pregnant only ends in us not being able to conceive or worse, going through another loss like Jorai?
how do i keep myself level? how do i look at the day with hope and not apprehension? today was good...but right now i feel our loss. i miss our girl. it doesn't help that gracie by ben folds just came through the speakers. ouch.
if you find the answers i seek, send 'em my way.
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