steve just called. 5 words spilled from him lips.
'i'm bringing Jorai home tonight.'
my heart sank and tears immediately filled my eyes. a lump in my throat grew.
i used to long for the first time we would bring Jorai home. to sleep with her and smell her. to listen to her breathe and kiss her skin. but not this way. i never thought we would bring our child home as ashes.
but i'm glad she's coming home. i've been waiting. i guess this is the final step though. she's really back with us and she's really gone. i have proof now. i have her ashes. she's really never going to come home alive. not that i thought that really...this just brings it into reality for me. i have to be ready when steve walks through that door. i have to be ready.
mommas been waiting for you baby girl.
'i'm bringing Jorai home tonight.'
my heart sank and tears immediately filled my eyes. a lump in my throat grew.
i used to long for the first time we would bring Jorai home. to sleep with her and smell her. to listen to her breathe and kiss her skin. but not this way. i never thought we would bring our child home as ashes.
but i'm glad she's coming home. i've been waiting. i guess this is the final step though. she's really back with us and she's really gone. i have proof now. i have her ashes. she's really never going to come home alive. not that i thought that really...this just brings it into reality for me. i have to be ready when steve walks through that door. i have to be ready.
mommas been waiting for you baby girl.
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