waiting game

the time between ovulation and menstruation sucks. some days i'm super hopeful. some days, not so much. i wish there was another way to find out if you're preggo, rather than waiting for your period to come and then test. there should be an earlier test. IF i am preggo, the baby would be due around June 11. which would be so close to Jorai's birth date, it might be strange.

the thought of being pregnant fills me with so much hope, but knowing that i very well may not be, crushes me. i hate the waiting game.