baby dream

last night i dreamt that i had the baby...but the baby had 6 fingers and came out looking huge...like 20 pounds huge.  he looked like a 6 month old.  i woke up thinking, oh my!  i just delivered a toddler!  the crazy part was that i never delivered him, he just emerged...which was nice!  but i know won't be the case in reality!!  he came early, i know 20 pounds and still early, but these are my fears!!  any way, he came early and was still attached to the umbilical cord, so i was trying to find my doctor to put him 'back in'.  i'm not sure what i was thinking at this point!  but obviously the doctor said that the baby was in good health and didn't need to go 'back in'.  

so i was walking around with this toddler that just emerged and my arms hurt because he was so massive and i couldn't find steve...it was all very strange.  but, it was my first official boy dream.  which is cool..

i just really hope that i don't deliver a 20 pound baby.  i think i'm seriously nervous about that!