dazed and confused
it's been a rough go in the sac lately...no! not that
i've been tossing and turning and waking steve up with my excessive snoring. so then he gets up and leaves me...which then i think i can actually sleep a bit better, but i hate not waking up besides him. i think there's a lot contributing to my lack of sleep... i think i'm worried about snoring or turning and waking up my husband, my girth is getting hard to flip from side to side, there's pressure in places i didn't think i'd have pressure, the babes either hiccuping or kicking or flipping, i have heartburn and, well, i'm just plain uncomfortable. plus i'm grinding or clenching my teeth, so i wake up dazed, confused with sore teeth and a tight jaw.
then i try to function and it's just not pretty. i've been relaxing most of the day away, which sucks. i want to be outside enjoying the weather and getting things done around the house, but i'm just so exhausted. today i'm trying to prepare a message and a brief discussion topic for one of my ministries and i'm just staring into space. i have no concentration. i have no brain function. it's like my brain wants to fire, but it just fires blanks.
i look forward to the whole nesting thing...a bout of energy and stamina would be wonderful right now. the past 3 days i've felt like such a slug.