feet

my feet and legs have started to swell. my feet and legs started to swell about a week before i lost Jorai. i know my thoughts shouldn't go there...i know swelling is very common in pregnancy, but i can't help it. my mind's going there. i want to go into the hospital to make sure all is ok, but how silly is that! they'd probably shoo me out as soon as i tell them why i'm nervous.

i can't wait for this baby to come. i can't wait to hear the screams and feel the warmth. i can't stand this waiting game any longer. i can't stand my anxieties.