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in the mail today was an offer made out to my husband from playboy offering him 12 issues for $12...plus a free nude celebrities dvd. the bastards.
sorry. but i hate porn. i loathe it. it hasn't creeped into our marriage, only by the grace of God, but it has affected us both prior to marriage.
i know some people think that a little ounce of porn is innocent, that it might even spice up your marriage. i believe it's one of the many pitfalls a marriage can fall into, crumbling it to pieces.
and now i have playboy knocking on my marriage bedroom door?!? the offer has 5 pictures of huge breasted, scantily clad sex kittens on it. so even if steve saw it and threw it away, he would have gotten a great viewing. i don't know why this makes me so mad...maybe it's because we've already fought these demons, so to see them try to enter our marriage frustrates me...maybe it's knowing that these women are being taken advantage of, that they were probably hurt by some man in the past to sell themselves out like that, maybe it because the bodies of these women are something i'll never attain and the fantasies they provoke pervert God's plan for my marriage bed...maybe it's just the fact that most boys, most men are introduced to porn not by their searches, but by pop up windows or mail offers.
ugh. i hate porn. i hate playboy. i hate the fact that there are probably thousands of men receiving that same offer in today's mail and contemplating it. it truly makes me sad. and mad.
sorry. but i hate porn. i loathe it. it hasn't creeped into our marriage, only by the grace of God, but it has affected us both prior to marriage.
i know some people think that a little ounce of porn is innocent, that it might even spice up your marriage. i believe it's one of the many pitfalls a marriage can fall into, crumbling it to pieces.
and now i have playboy knocking on my marriage bedroom door?!? the offer has 5 pictures of huge breasted, scantily clad sex kittens on it. so even if steve saw it and threw it away, he would have gotten a great viewing. i don't know why this makes me so mad...maybe it's because we've already fought these demons, so to see them try to enter our marriage frustrates me...maybe it's knowing that these women are being taken advantage of, that they were probably hurt by some man in the past to sell themselves out like that, maybe it because the bodies of these women are something i'll never attain and the fantasies they provoke pervert God's plan for my marriage bed...maybe it's just the fact that most boys, most men are introduced to porn not by their searches, but by pop up windows or mail offers.
ugh. i hate porn. i hate playboy. i hate the fact that there are probably thousands of men receiving that same offer in today's mail and contemplating it. it truly makes me sad. and mad.
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