cd woes

i'm giving up on cloth diapers for a few weeks. i'm pissed and i'm just allowing myself to get more and more pissed as the days pass. i've striped them 3 times now...still leaking. it sucks. some times they're ok...today within 3 hours i went through 3 diapers and now have to wash our sheets since one of them leaked as i was nursing asher in bed this morning.

i wanted to keep asher's bum wrapped in cloth, but for now, it's just not happening. i could try to buy things to replace the bum genius or cover his bum genius in wool, but that would be more money for possibly nothing. i'm hoping it's a fit issue and by giving it some time, he'll fill out to fit the cloth diaps better. but my hands are raw from scrubbing and all the scorching water i've been using and, well, it sucks worrying all the time if he'll soak through a diaper when we're out or if it will wake him from his sleep. so screw it.

seventh gen. diapers are on sale at big lots for $8 for a 40 pack. i'm going today to stock up. maybe in a few weeks we'll give the cloth a go again. but for now, good riddens bum genius. i'm sad, but i need a break.

why o'why are you leaking?!? it makes me sad to say goodbye.